the diamond studded ring has no glitter till he does not hold my hands as we walk
the roads get scarier as i try crossing them alone as he chooses to walk a foot back when angry
the malls look so tempting but my ego sets in betweeen and i cant ask him to buy me the red sequined cushions
an advantage of running away with his credit card and shopping, texting him to let him know this, and not getting a reply,on staying in limits
allright,i do wait to get that reply text which says "spend carefully baby"
walking out of the house in the morning, the cold cold morning, without a hug
reaching office, checking my cell million times and still no text from him saying" have a nice day baby"
talking to both sets of parents over the phone,pretending to be all normal and cheerful, behaving mature
driving silently in the car as he drives ,without paying attention to my fake act of a head ache
watching TV sitting on either ends of the couch,not really bothered about whats showing on TV but realising how incomplete the experience is
checking your credit card balance and then sending the biggets bouquet of red roses and a note hand-delivered to his office,expecting a peace out text saying "i love you baby"
in reply getting "thanks for the flowers, they are lovely"...no no no this is a formal text not the usual types
getting inside the blanket and waiting for his arm to come around me at night
opening your eyes in the middle of the sleep,still waiting for that arm to come around me
early morning silent tea over the newspaper, and a quiter breakfast
Staying out with the girl gang and shopping to stay away from his anger, and all the while check my phone if he has called on textd
Running back home and hugging him, crying and saying "i am sorry baby" and feel his moustache rubbing against your skin after 6 days :) :) :)
Aghhhhhhh i hate fights!!!